Long To Think Simple

 I long to think simple but I do not always think simple.
There are voices that boomerang from left to right
I sit sometimes begging my mind lets just sit for a while
And all I can say is Jesus I need you
I say I want to walk with wisdom but sometimes my perfection
wavers a cloud over me over the What ifs?
Oh the games you play my little mind
It is like learning to walk for the first time as a baby
You know you want to take the first step but what will the world be like
as you gaze with your sweet brown eyes
Oh you know me well  Lord
You knew my first steps as a child wouldn't be easy and
even as an adult wouldn't be easy
 For me I think I still go in shock but Oh Lord you do not
Teach me to walk for what I think I grasp I do not fully because you know more than I